A death by accident must be especially hard to deal with. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss and send you thoughts and prayers. I felt guilty for ages about not being able to be present when my Cheeky was put to sleep. But now I remember all the good times we had together.
My flock: RIP Cheeky 'Sweet Cheeks' 4th April 2013 (pictured)
Jingle and Bells, born September 2013 and still alive and chirping!