Welcome to the forums despite the sad circumstances
I'm so sorry to hear you lost your little boy Batik. He was beautiful and obviously very clever, and I know you'll never forget him although his time with you was short. You were the best caretaker to him he could have ever had, and his love for you proved that.
Now all I can say is that I hope you feel better soon in such a difficult time.
Rest in peace, little Batik, fly high among the stars.