He is laying in my hand, so alert in his mind but his body won't do anything anymore. He can't move and it's hard sitting watch him slowly lose breath and its even harder because he probably doesn't know what's happening to him. His cancer has finally taken over. There's nothing I can do but wait for him to cross to rainbow bridge so I can give him a nice burial. This is the hardest thing watching him die omg I can't stop crying but I have to I have a visitor coming for tea.
This is Paulie in his final stage of life in my hands
Oh no, I'm so sorry... poor Paulie. We're never quite ready to lose a beloved pet friend even when we know that they are losing the battle against a nasty illness. I know how you are feeling...
Oh Bec. I am so sorry. Bec i didn't no that paulie had cancer when i read your post it made me cry as this reminded me of Buster Buster was in my hand the same way and it just made me cry. My budgie Buster had cancer to he had a lump on his back and had to have it removed i had the lump tested and it was squamous cell Cancer. I do know how you feel Bec. Poor little Paulie. He is at peace now he loved you Bec you were really good to him. I am sitting hear writing this post with the tears falling down my face as i feel for you. Bec you have Indi and Lyn's support. Paulie is now with Buster playing. Please accept my condolences Bec. Rest in Peace Dear Sweet Paulie. Buster is looking after Paulie now.
Everytime I think about him or see his photo I get this awful sinking feeling in the pit if my stomach. Even though I knew his time was coming to an end I just can't get over the fact that he is gone :-(
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Paulie is a out to cross to rainbow bridge.
omg I can't stop crying but I have to I have a visitor coming for tea. 
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Oh no, this is so sad! I'm sorry for your loss. 
I hope you can take care of yourself and feel better soon.
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Sarah, Minty & Sparky 
