The paragraph on the bottom was written the night of angels death. I couldn't sleep so i figured i would write a little about what happened. Its been about 3 weeks since shes been gone. I get sad when i think about her, so its taken me a while to post this up. But, she was a great little budgie and we miss her dearly. R.I.P angel! Love, mommy and daddy!!
I am writing this in memory of Angel otherwise known as angie. My loving amazing parakeet! Last night I could not sleep, I tossed and turned, but evertime I closed my eyes i kept seeing her dying...it was sad and upset me so much. i should have taken her to the vet. She did this once before, but she was fine. (like nothing happened) But, the morning of May 24th, 2007. I guess it was time for her to go. I don't know, but writing about it makes me feel a lot better. I mean I stayed up all night crying. I had to take 2 advil pm to get me to sleep. Today was better, i guess because I spent all day with my other parakeets and my husband.
P.s. we took all our budgies to the vet that next thurs. and they are all in perfect condition. (I'm happy to say!)
I'm sorry to hear about Angie..I know you may not want to say but what happen? It's always hard losing a little baby of ours-she's flying with all our lost babies now... I wish you and your budgies all the best. Rest in peace Angie...
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your special little Angel. I am so glad you wrote about it here as it really does help to know that there are so many people who can relate to the pain of losing a special friend. I too can relate to the "shoulda done this", "what if I had done that" thoughts that played in my head, so it is not just the pain of the loss you feel, it may also be filled with regret or guilt about how you think you should have handled things. But please know that you did what you thought was best at the time. That is what we all do. You certainly have my support, and I know you have the support of our other members here.