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In Memory Tributes and Memorials to Budgies which have moved on to the Rainbow Bridge

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Old 09-28-2007, 02:55 AM
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Unhappy 9 months without him..

My angel, I still cry for you.. Two years ago you were about to leave us; you were very sick and even your vet told us to leave you die in peace, to keep you warm and calm. I was sure that I coul save you. And I did it, I did it with natural rascue remedies. And noone coul believe it. And I was so happy, to see you eat from my hand, 3 or 4 seeds, after 4 days without food or water.. For 15 days you were not that well. But then you started again to cheerp and talk.
Vet said that viruses are dangerous, they hide and they transform. But I thought that was not valid for us, that I could live many years with you.
And when I heard you, last november (1st of month), to gasp for air, I started to ache. That time, I couldn't believe in a miracle.. Everyday I was accusing God, because he seemed so cruel, to watch you suffering.. I still remember that everyday you were waiting for me get back from work, to eat few seeds from my hands.. This torture lasted almost two months.. And you died.. And I still cannot understand what kind of God would left an innocent creature suffering..
I was holding you dead for half an hour and I was crying and I believed you could be alive again.. Dad took you and burried you.. And everytime I take care of little garden, I know you're down there, wraped in the Santa hat I bought for your 1 month before Christmas.. To be sure youwould have time to feel Christmas..
I miss you and I cry and I feel rage for myself, for being incapable to save you..
For screaming in your last seconds.. Forgive me..

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Old 09-28-2007, 03:32 AM
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Nikoletta,

There's NO DOUBT that you loved and still love Sakis very, very much. Sakis was blessed to have such a special person in his life to love and care for him. None of us will ever forget Sakis. He was like family to us.

I was just looking at your beautiful siggy and realized that my newest Budgie "Olivia" looks just like Sakis, except that she has a beige cere and Sakis had a blue one. Other than that, they look the same. I chose the name "Olivia" because of her olive chest and tummy. At the bottom of your siggy you called Sakis your "Little Green Olive." Isn't that wonderful the similarities between Sakis and Olivia? In a way, Sakis LIVES ON . . . Now I have been blessed to have a "Little Green Olive" in my home. But I promise I'll SHARE her with you. You can come over anytime you want and I'll even let you hold her. (You'll have to catch her first though, because she isn't tame!) Hehehe.

Thanks for sharing your deepest feelings with us about Sakis. He was the best Budgie ever, wasn't he?

Please don't blame yourself because you could not save Sakis. You loved him with all of your heart and that is all anyone can do. That counts for a lot.

(( HUGS, )) Donna

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Old 09-28-2007, 04:04 AM
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Nikoletta,

There's NO DOUBT that you loved and still love Sakis very, very much. Sakis was blessed to have such a special person in his life to love and care for him. None of us will ever forget Sakis. He was like family to us.

I was just looking at your beautiful siggy and realized that my newest Budgie "Olivia" looks just like Sakis, except that she has a beige cere and Sakis had a blue one. Other than that, they look the same. I chose the name "Olivia" because of her olive chest and tummy. At the bottom of your siggy you called Sakis your "Little Green Olive." Isn't that wonderful the similarities between Sakis and Olivia? In a way, Sakis LIVES ON . . . Now I have been blessed to have a "Little Green Olive" in my home. But I promise I'll SHARE her with you. You can come over anytime you want and I'll even let you hold her. (You'll have to catch her first though, because she isn't tame!) Hehehe.

Thanks for sharing your deepest feelings with us about Sakis. He was the best Budgie ever, wasn't he?

Please don't blame yourself because you could not save Sakis. You loved him with all of your heart and that is all anyone can do. That counts for a lot.

(( HUGS, )) Donna



Thats really nice donna.maybe just maybe little sakis has lived on and is now blessed to have a new life a differnt one from a loving soul to another and you both love him/her.and in your soul he will love forever
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Old 09-28-2007, 04:55 AM
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Thank you so much Donna and Squeak_Crumble.. Your words means much to me.. It makes me feel a little bit calm knowing that there are people who still love my Sakis and think of him as family..
Thank you..
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Hi Nikoletta,
I don't know if my words could be of any comfort to you, but I hope they will. What you just wrote about Sakis is really really beautiful!!!! Your loved him so much!!! I know how you feel because my sweet Layla died just a week or so ago and I am still trying to grieve for her!!!! It was really hard for me and I thought I would never be able to write on this forum or get another budgie!!!! But I started to let go of the pain and guilt of Layla and I started getting better...I might even get another budgie ( NOT to replace Layla, but to remember her better) maybe God let this happen because he knows that ther is another special budgie who needs your love and care, just like you gave to Sakis!!!!! I am praying for you in this hard time, just don't ever forget him and remember that he and Layla are flying free over the blue sky with all the other budgies that have passed on before them, and they are happy and looking down at us and wishing we could be happy for them, so I have tried to be happy for Laylas sake, and it has helped!!! Huggs~~~ Nikoletta!!!!!!
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That is so touching. There is no doubt that you loved and cared for Sakis like a child, and that his time on earth was full of love and happiness, and you made his life the best possible life he could wish for. I had a beautiful sky blue budgie named Ringo, who sadly passed away too. I remember crying and feeling so helpless, and thinking this was the ending for my love of birds. But in a way it was a beginning, as later, I couldn't stand living without a bird so I got a new one (not to replace him). Now I am up to four, one foster bird, and a budgie that I care for who is donated to an autistic classroom at a school. I educate others on birds and help birds in bad situations and help them get new beginnings themselves. No matter how many words I write, I cannot take away your pain, but I very much hope I can at least dull it a little. Sakis was a beautiful budgie and a very special one too. He was truely blessed to have you love and care for him. RIP Sakis.

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Old 09-29-2007, 03:06 PM
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Hi Nikoletta, that brought tears to my eyes. Your Sakis was very lucky to have such a loving parent. I'm sure he lived a great life thanks to you! You did your best, and I am sure he knew that. I really hope you feel better soon...
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Thank you all, thank you from my heart.. I am proud you can see that Sakis was a special budgie.. Thank you..
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That Story Brought tears to my eyes. i don't usually post here because i don't want to offend people. everyone knows that you loved and still love Sakis.
He loves you. saving his life was so good. you are Sakis's hero.
i hope i didn't offend you by anything i said.
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Thank you Flingo, everyone's words here mean a lot to me..
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