My dear Infant.. you came into my life less than a year go.. You were flying around my balcony, outside it was 39 degrees.. You were like you were running, thirsty.. I was so happy, I thought that I saved you.. But I didn't.. For the last 4 months you were tortured by tumors and a large respiring problem.. We went many times to the vet.. The last one he told me that you would never get healthy again.. He suggested to keep yo clean and happy, as much as I can.. And I gave my best.. When I was talking to you, you moved your tail and head, as if you were happy.. EVen today, early in the morning, you were alive.. Very sick, but alive.. After some minutes, I found you lying curled.. My love, I am so sorry I wasn't beside you those last minutes.. At least, please meet my Sakis and stay with him, I am sure he will take care of you better than I did.. Farewell my friend...
__________________ "..no moon is there, no voice, no sound of beating heart; a sigh profound once in each age, as each age dies, alone is heard. Far, far it lies .."
this is a very lonely story.. your post is like you were talking to your dear infant.. im very sorry for your loss... and i know that infant is right beside you.. he'll be you little angel and guide you like you did to him when he was still living...
i love them so much!..