R.I.P. My Pretty Morgan Bird!
It's so hard... Literally everything I did at home, he was right there with me. Anytime he would hear food wrappers- cellophane- he would come over to see if I would share. I would share Popsicles with him. He loved to sit on the side of my cereal bowl and peck at the frosted flakes. If I turned on the faucet, he would come over and beg for a drink, somewhat grunting, and being impatient. If I got a glass of water, he wanted to drink from my glass. If I went to the bathroom he would come in there and sit on the mirror and talk. When I got out of the shower, I had him trained to wait to fly over until I at least got a shirt on. In the morning I would go to the cage and lift the covers saying. "Morning Morgan! Morning Bay Bay!" And it became a phrase he said, "Morning Morgan" but it sounded more like, "Morgan Morgan". If I was laying on the couch, he'd want to lay next to my face and give me birdy kisses. When I was in the bedroom, he and Bay would call back and forth from different rooms until one of them flew to the other. If I was laying in bed reading articles on my phone, he had to sit with me and would peck at the screen, and somehow, the screen recognized his peck as a touch and he would end up clinking links or something. Every day I came home from work, I would go in the bedroom and say, "Morgans! A Bay Bay!!!" And I can't do that anymore... Right now I'm sitting in my bed trying to do paperwork, but it's so off because he's not here, sitting at the mirror telling himself how pretty he is, or sitting with me saying, "mommas the best" or sitting on my laptop biting my fingers because he thinks they are attacking him... And oh, I just don't know what to do with myself since he's not here because he was so involved and such a huge part of my home life that literally every single thing reminds me of him, even when I'm trying so hard to not be sad he's gone and just be so grateful that I had such an awesome bird...Attachment 106673
I'm so sorry to hear this...:( It's truly devastating to lose such a beloved and special little friend, you have my deepest sympathies.
I know the pain you are feeling right now is hard to bare, but as time passes by the hole you have in your heart left by your Morgan's departure will heal and soon be filled with all the happy memories you have of the good times you spent together. Your precious budgie boy will forever live in your heart.
Rest in peace, little Morgan. You were much loved and will be missed.
Despite the very sad circumstances, welcome to the forums. I hope you will start to feel better soon. Take care. :hug:
Oh Angie, I am so sorry to hear about Morgan. I know this is a very excruciating experience for you to go through. Please know that we here at talk budgies are here for you, and that Morgan is at peace. It sounds like he really loved you and was very much so loved. He will truly be missed as much as he was loved.
Rest in peace, sweet Morgan. Fly high and free, and sing a beautiful song.
If you ever need anything, even if it's just to talk, please feel free to pm me anytime.
I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your little Morgan. He sounds like a delightful little fellow and I'm sure he knew how loved he was. :hug:
Sweet Morgan sounds like he was a loved and lovely little budgie. he has left you many loving memories some of which you have shared with us here. We do know how the hurt feels and that the ache in your heart is real, memories live for ever to recall at will hold those memories dear and it will help you through this time. Fly high and free sweet Morgan .:budgie:
Oh Angie. I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful Morgan.. May i ask what is Popsicles? Remember the good times and cherish your loving memories they will be with you in your heart forever and no one can take that away from you... I do no how you feel i have lost a budgie that i truly loved and i just no what you are going through... When the time is right my mum said to try again and when i new the time was right i got another little budgie to love Indigo is his name.. You have a lot of love to give you are a very kind person with a heart of gold maybe one day when you are feeling better you might like to try again for another little budgie to love there are lots of little budgies wanting a home and someone to love them... But you have to be sure when you feel like it... You are sad cause you miss your beautiful budgie Morgan who you adore so much.. We are here if you need to talk to us you can send me a P.M if you wish to talk...
With your wings held high
You put a smile on my face
With all your might
You always left your trace
Never did I see you frown
For your smile was never upside down
Why is it that you loved me so
was I part of your soul
You were always by my side
And although you are no longer on my shoulder
I can still feel your presence
Your fluff warming my heart
I will always miss you
And I know the favor will be returned some day
For when I see you once again
It will be in the sky where
You will once again hold your wings up high.
Angie, you have such a big heart and so much love to give. Morgan was very blessed to have you! I know he enjoyed every second of his life with you. He was a treasure and your life is so much richer because of him. May you know great comfort and peace.:hug:
Very sorry your little one has gone....:hug:
Welcome to talk budgies, where most of us can relate to the loss of a dear pet...
Thank you all for your support! I came to the right place... I feel so awkward because I am a community support specialist- basically a non-certified social worker- and I meet with people every week who have so many larger problems than their bird dying... I took 2 days off work after he passed because I was basically hyperventilating while crying...
It is getting easier... I actually wrote those words a week ago trying to catch up on paperwork, but it still fits how I feel today in many ways... I have a female named Bay who I got 2 years ago and we recently got Mikey, he's a green male... They like each other and the main reason I got him was because within an hour after he passed, Bay started singing and calling out and there wasn't an answer... We actually got him that night because my husband said I needed to get out of the house- Bay's unanswered call was making me sick...
I have come to this site many times before to find information about different things like when I got Bay, it was to find out if I should get another male or if I should get a female... Today, while researching what happened to Morgan- some digestive issue- I figured I visit this site often enough to be a member, so I signed on.
Thanks again for the support... I may still feel a little broken but I'm just glad I found someone outside of my husband who also tells me it's ok to mourn... Thank you!
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