Mum called me upstairs before, finding Mango stiff on the bottom of the cage.
I just burst into tears.
Why me? It is unfair. Things like this ALWAYS happen.
Rest in peace my precious. I didn't know you for very long, but long enough to accept you into my heart. Maybe he died of lonliness, after i had to seperate Tango, i don't know. But whatever was wrong, i was too late, and i'm sorry.
Mum didn't make things any better, she just made me mad, and even more upset. She's the kinda selfish person, that thinks they are disposable. She asks "why get more birds? If they're just going to keep dieing?" I ask myself the same question, but replied "Because i love them" She doesn't understand, and now i can have no more birds. Not because she doesn't want to see me upset, because of the money, and that made me mad. She said "I am not buying you a $500 to come upstairs one day and find it stiff, i earned this money, and get something you can keep" I agured back, for a long time, in tears. I don't get it. I love and look after all of my trully equally, and this is what i get. Mum said i have to take some responsibilty for what happed, but i refuse. She said to get something, i love, but this, these birds, is what i love. The same thing happened with my cat, it went missing, all she cared about was money. My mother is a selfish person. I can't wait to get a job, so i can do what i please, take them to the vet when i please. I know i shouldn't have birds if we can't afford to take them to the vet, but if i notice my bird is sick, i will do everything in my power to make it happen. Except, i never get the chance. They just pass away instantly.
Sorry for the long rant i need to get everything of my chest.
I hate not being old enough to make my own decisions, even with my pets.
R.I.P Mango, i will never forget you.