Fancy passed away on sept. 3, 2008. fancy baby i miss you so much. I made a mistake and now i am paying for it. I am so sorry about that mistake. I have learned from it. Max is really missing you like crazy. He is so sad and so i am. I cried the whole and night. You were my family i loved you so much. I wish we had more time together. But i am thankful for the time we had. Losing you was so hard. Writing this fancy is making me cry. I miss you more then words can say. I should have never put max with you i know that now. I have learnt alot. Not knowing what made you pass. All i know is that you were talking then the next thing i know you are gone. Baby wish i knew but i don't. I know i am going to get yelled at. I should be yelled at fancy. Mommy is sorry and sad. I am to blame for part of this fancy. In fact i am most likely to blame for all of it. I got overly excited about having you. That i wanted you to have a friend without doing research. You were my first budige and my first bird. I fell in love with you the moment i saw you. That day was a happy day for me and you. I never got to fully train you. You had your whole life ahead of you. Now i sit here beating myself up. Feeling so bad fancy. Fancy may my baby rest in peace i will never forget about you. Will be in my heart forever. Fancy you will never be far from my heart. I love you fancy
Max is fine that i can tell. what killed fancy i have no idea. Max fought with her alot but i never saw him bite her. I am at a total loss to what happened. Max is sad but from what i can tell he is ok. He is acting like max.
I am so sorry to hear about Fancy. As you talked about her I felt very sad for you.
Sometimes bad things happen to good people.
She will forever be in your heart.
Now she is flying high above you with the angels.
Rest in peace Fancy.
Poor Fancy, i'm so sorry. Try not to blame yourself, as there's no way you could have known the outcome. And still, you don't actually know how he died.
__________________ "Some say they don't believe that Angels can be seen or heard. What a shame such blindness, what a pity such deafness, when the Song of Songs abounds and heaven's flyers are all around, only thinly disguised... as birds" - Author unknown