Thank you all for your nice and comforting comments.
I lost a very good friend, I know some people (not you guys)
think she is "only" a cat and many dont understand the pain I am going through..
But she was a big part of my life and I loved her very much.
I gave her all the good foods and soft blankets, all the dried fish and shrimps she could eat and played with her, inside and outside.
She would follow me and she always fell a sleep on my tummy when I
was watching movies and I was stroking her head, she fell a sleep purring..
When I had to move to another house I even tried to find a apartment
with a garden on the ground floor, only because of her, so she could be outside!
Now I feel so empty that she is gone. I cant believe it..
I still think I will see her somewhere
It was so hard to see her in the hospital, in the freezer, in a plastic bag.
I cried so hard.
I told her I loved her so much, she was my sunshine.
one of my fav songs (they are Icelandic and they are brother and sister)